i am loosing hope or i have lost the hope...
i am boy from medium class family. i was decent student from starting. In 2010 i took admission in college and started my degree . it was my dream to be an engineer. but in 3rd year i went astray from my path and i took me 4 years to understand i always wanted to be an engineer. i think i can do many things or what i want in my life through my engineering. i completed my degree in 2014. and after that my attitude was like i am very good engineer so i tried for job and i did not get any job so i joined coaching i never wanted to join coaching but i did. and i left the coaching after 3 months . it was wastage of money and then i asked my parents i wanted to join new coaching in different city. i went there and the owner of coaching was good person but he completely destroyed the one year of students because he taught us subjects in which he was good and the for the rest he arranged some average teachers. and for the big examination you need a good guidance but i lost 2016 also went back to my city and joined the company in different city and after year i realized i cant continue because i am destined to do something which i wanted . so this time i knew i had not much knowledge because first time i did not attend the coaching regularly and for the second time i got worst facalties . so i started my own and i continued for 18 months to be precise for 16 months and here i am not getting any results .
i dont understand what i have to do its been 16 months .
i should not lose the hope i should not get disheartened.
but i need some one to tell me do it may be it will take time it will b worth it .
i am feeling like i have lost the strength which i have gathered through downs of my life .
i need one to understand me i need some1 to support me unconditionally. and i dont have any one who can talk to me and console me. i want to see the bigger view but i am afraid that i will fail again
its difficult
yes it is...
i feel like i am on the path and i know this path will take me to my aim but i am exhausted i need support or i need to talk to someone . i need my courage my strength back because i know if you are happy and you have courage you can travel miles . yes i am losing hope .
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lets start again and do not commit the mistakes which you have comitted in last 16 months .
no one can help no one can support
its you
i am boy from medium class family. i was decent student from starting. In 2010 i took admission in college and started my degree . it was my dream to be an engineer. but in 3rd year i went astray from my path and i took me 4 years to understand i always wanted to be an engineer. i think i can do many things or what i want in my life through my engineering. i completed my degree in 2014. and after that my attitude was like i am very good engineer so i tried for job and i did not get any job so i joined coaching i never wanted to join coaching but i did. and i left the coaching after 3 months . it was wastage of money and then i asked my parents i wanted to join new coaching in different city. i went there and the owner of coaching was good person but he completely destroyed the one year of students because he taught us subjects in which he was good and the for the rest he arranged some average teachers. and for the big examination you need a good guidance but i lost 2016 also went back to my city and joined the company in different city and after year i realized i cant continue because i am destined to do something which i wanted . so this time i knew i had not much knowledge because first time i did not attend the coaching regularly and for the second time i got worst facalties . so i started my own and i continued for 18 months to be precise for 16 months and here i am not getting any results .
i dont understand what i have to do its been 16 months .
i should not lose the hope i should not get disheartened.
but i need some one to tell me do it may be it will take time it will b worth it .
i am feeling like i have lost the strength which i have gathered through downs of my life .
i need one to understand me i need some1 to support me unconditionally. and i dont have any one who can talk to me and console me. i want to see the bigger view but i am afraid that i will fail again
its difficult
yes it is...
i feel like i am on the path and i know this path will take me to my aim but i am exhausted i need support or i need to talk to someone . i need my courage my strength back because i know if you are happy and you have courage you can travel miles . yes i am losing hope .
\
lets start again and do not commit the mistakes which you have comitted in last 16 months .
no one can help no one can support
its you
1 comment:
you wil surely win
just dont give up
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